Bleh

Was it fate?
do I deserve something this great?
Yes it was ment to be ,
you and me..

We’ve had fun together
and trust me , it will get better and better

In the end I want to say I Love You
This my dear will always be true

I used that light, uncommon chance –
The gift of Life, you see… and blame!
But so tenacious raw-boned hands
Of grief will catch me soon… again!
I’m cuddling up to the ground,
To know, where You are.
But Your steps do not make a sound,
This Silence gives rise to Fear.

I am the whisper in the night,
I walk, Where water cannot flow.
My noiseless steps, my inner fright
Will turn my soul to stone with glow.

This world, which was condemned one day,
Will cast down as the Destiny’s prey.
It’ ll breach these walls – your thoughts are blind
It’ ll flow deep into your mind

Life’s just a game with no rules
There is no sympathy for fools
Creator’s name is keeping dark
And in the ages it is stuck

Forgive me for this silent pain,
For these crawling years,
I was keeping back in the rain,
Who I am.. properly in your sacramental fears.
The mystery of me is hiding in the shade,
In the shade of Your reflection of fade…

You must boldly go forward,
Don’t need to see any road,
If you take a false step
Understand, you’re entrapped.
Be awaring in advance
Of the Destiny’s romance –
A crook in the lot for you
Have You wait for something new?

I have lived all life as actor,
Seemed to be unlike I am.
My essence was vanished hectored
Now it’s lost for world in dreams.

Under my mask you will see dirty face
Dashed with the lie of Life in this insane race
Of Life, which don’t worth a stiwer
Running after the sun, I became alone in this River

During the Sun’s reign
I’m walking there again.
This Dream sinks in being.
Square was the beginning…
October’s cold embrace
Became hot in Your face.
And while I am sleeping,
These pictures make me weeping

The thrill of first kiss,
Entire taste of bliss…
Just standing hand-in-hand
We looked so innocent.
The blooming of Your voice
Was trembling all my poise…
But soon thoughts sank in redness,
This slumber turned to madness.

And now my life is just a dream
My life, It’s just a dream
It’s just unrealized dream

The light wind in Your hair
Blows off all that I cared…
Even now Your breath
Is dancing at arm’s length.
So close, but too far
I feel Your fair star…
In abyss my mind’s falling,
And heat is now growing…

Without You my life
Became existence’s strive…
Blessed by the Autumn’s rain
This sense’s just grain of pain,
In my own sand glass.
Present turns to the Past…
Nightmare now is REAL…
If only You could feel…

And now my life is just a dream
My life It’s just a dream
It’s just unrealized dream
My life is just a dream
My life It’s just a dream
It’s just unrealized dream